Nothing Much

Nothing much, just wanted to share these two random videos that I watched last night.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjXlSs95hWc&feature=rec-LGOUT-real_rn-1r-1-HM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCRev-h8yq0&feature=channel

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Life Is Life =D

Life is short... That is very contradicting as Life is basically the longest thing we ever have =D! I stole that statement from one of Azam's Yahoo Messenger's default pic. The others would be "Come To The Darkside... We Have Cookies..." and "If Life Gives U Lemon... Then Shut Up And Just Eat Your Damn Lemons!" and another one which is quite similar to the last statement.

It is always very interesting to read someone's blog entry because each of them will always have something to tell and share even though nothing much has occurred in their life worth taking noticed but still they have something to share due to they're on going mental activities of viewing life in their own perspectives in their own very way. Despite the fact that no spectacular events happened, imagination and reasoning and all the thing that we go through in understanding life will always make us feel that we have gained something and that the time wasted was not actually wasted at all. No matter how different people are in terms of lifestyle, language, ethnicity and culture... People will always have something in common that people can share with each other. It is these common characteristic that is able to attract many people's attention to a certain entry as people would love to know how such person reacts to the common event. It is entertaining to read a blog entry that we ourselves can relate to.

Aside from writing about personal events, why do people write about topics in which everyone already knows about? For example this entry I am writing. Why am I explaining about facts that other people already know of? What am I trying to prove? Well, people will always have something to share and people will always have the interest of sharing people's experience and perspectives in life no matter how common that entry might be. Similarity unites people. =D

Sometimes people think they understand life better than others because they spend most of their time thinking about it, but truth be told, everyone does that as well. Analyzing life through observations and reasoning. A method which basically makes one much wiser. However, there are still people who does not spend much of their time reflecting upon their life and how to interpret it correctly. This is how people as such as Emo are born. Let me try to share my point of view towards people as such as this. They spend most of their time thinking about themselves and the life that their going through. Never expecting people to truly understand their life as they find their life difficult and complicated but at the same time hoping that there people are interested enough to pay attention to them and understanding them. Thinking to themselves why people are very hard in understanding their feelings and way of thinking...

But, this is a contradiction to themselves as well... This is because they themselves are unable to comprehend how others think. Too cope up with their own lives that they are unable to simply understand about others. Thinking too much about their personal problems but never actually attend to such problems in a holistic manner. Why do such problems happen in the first place? Why do people react that way? Thinking about these kind of things but never actually come to an answer which is basically needed in order to come up with a solution to solve it. People who actually reflect upon their life properly, they will usually observe others. Through such action, it is then that people will start to realize how others are leading their life and how others are reacting to it. Being able to do such observation, people will start to realize how some others are actually not so smart in facing their own problems. Due to such action, people can see how common problems in life occur and how it basically ends up being worse. People will start to understand how to basically solve the problem. It is only through this action that people will start to understand how life is and what life is all about. It is only through this that people will be able to gain the important ability in which we call "empathy". To truly understand others and how they feel... This is the key of helping us in life as well.

Life is life, it is how it is how we perceived it to be. We say that our life is complicated and we are too busy with our own life only because we choose to feel that way. Where in actual fact we actually wasted much of our free time doing things such as reading manga and watching anime or even sleep. We perceive our life to be full of harsh obstacles only because we choose to believe that is how our life is instead of simply taking it as a common obstacle that other people go through as well.

There are people who loves to judge others and tell others they are wrong and try to point out facts to explain to them the actual picture of the situation. But I believe that it is never easy to do so because the "actual picture" is never only from "one picture". The situation varies according to our perception towards it and each perception will have truth in it. The actual picture, varies from other person to another, but they are rarely wrong I believe. It only depends on who is most capable of influencing others, the best person to do so will be able to say that their point of view is the "actual picture" of the situation. But even their point of view towards such matter can change if another person who is more capable of influencing others came into being, XD.

I can't believe I wasted much of my time writing this post which I believe to be common knowledge that people already know about. But that's how it is, people love to share their point of views about certain matters :P.

I'm happy about certain people that I know of who are currently happy about their life, I'm entertained by people who shares about events in their life, and I am amused by people who share about their perspectives in life... May all these will help us in perceiving life in the most best possible manner to comprehend life in most effective and positive way possible. XD

Perspectives, is something to be taken note of.

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Real Life Scary Story...

This scary shit is for real...

It happened 30 minutes earlier... When I was in... The TOILET...

I was preparing to take a bath...

I took of my clothes...

I put them aside...

I felt something was... STRANGE..

But I thought it was only a mere imagination of mine..

So I turned on the shower..

It was then..

That I saw...

A black figure...

At the very corner of my EYES...

I LOOKED TOWARD IT'S DIRECTION...

THEN IT WAS THEN THAT I SAW...

IT WAS THEN THAT I REALISED...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My hair is so very long, wow, I could even see it at the very corner of my eyes. I think I should get a hair cut now. :)

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Shuffle Is The Coolest!

Lately in UIA I've learned about stereotyping n bias n etc... Could it be that I am disgusted by shufflers because of these reasons? Could it? As a scientist, there are various research process in which we have to go through to determine the answer to a certain problem.. Which is identifying the problem, form a hypothesis, prepare the research method, perform the research method and collect the data for analysis, make a conclusion... Therefore, I would like to try a little experiment... Which is by trying to write a post about shuffle in a way that I love it...

Analyze The Problem - Shuffle is noobish and it sickens me... But why many shufllers if its true?
Form A Hypothesis -Maybe because I am bias/stereotyping it.
Research Method - Try looking at it in a shuffler's point of view and try to love it as much as possible through promoting it in each and every aspect possible.

Now.. To perform the research method...

Ok!!! Guys guys guys... I know u guys hate shufflers... But this should stop... Shuffle is not that bad, its actually cool! Why? Well, if it isn't then why is it famous and are practiced by many? The essence for shuffle is basically stomping movements along with music.. Can't u guys see? Its fun! At first you guys might find a problem to go along with the music as u guys are having problems to do the steps smoothly, but this comes along easily if u guys were to only practice! During our pk vid in the breakfast tv show x-gen something if Im not mistaken where our show was basically combined with shufflers, there was this one dude saying "Shuffle nie best... Sbb die SNG SGT!! SNG3 SGT!! SUME ORG BOLEH BUAT!". That coming from a fellow shufflers, I believe it is true... Not that it is only fun and easy to make, it is universal as everyone can do em! This can simply create a shufflers' community very easily. This is whats important don't u guys think? UNITY!! People can now all share the same interest and enjoy themselves along with the music.. People will not feel left out... This is... Unity!

Shuffle involves movement, rapid movements in the same position over and over again. Its good due to the fact that it can be done almost anywhere, u name it! Plus, rapid movements will make us produce sweat, which will basically remove excess toxins on our body, which will make us healthy, which is GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD... I know u guys think it is unskillful and such.. But hey, shuffle involves stages in which we have to go through and this stages can determine our skill level in this area. There is this stomping side to side... Twist while stomping.. Move hands while doing so (at this stage u will look natural doing so).. twist cap... then there is the shuffling using knee and etc... Not to mention that there are various types of shuffle, the most famous in malaysia is hardstyle thingy, because it is GOOD! U guys can express urself to everyone by doing so, believe me..

Analyzing And Collecting Data.....
Loading....
Making conclusion....
Conclusion Made......
..................................
SHUFFLE SUCKS TO THE ASS!!

Whaaaa!? This is officially true now! I tried being un-bias but even doing so it is impossible to promote shuffle! Yeah, I tried to promote it by saying its good and stuff. GOOD!? WHY!? To express yourselves at the side of the road with loud musics along with ugly outfits which makes u look like trash when ur sweaty? UNITY!? Woot!? Unity in a way that it unites bot male and female together to an extent that they steal away girl's virginity at an early age!? Stomping the ground over and over again to an extent that they feel superior doing so!? WTF! That is effing lame! NOOBS!! Getting into LRT with those outfit of their flirting with stupid ugly chicks that give away their virginity because they are into shuffle as well which basically sickens the eyes of older people in the LRT itself! Not only is it LAME, UGLY, WASTE OF ENERGY because it only produces sweat and does not IMPROVE BODY CAPABILITIES NOR STRENGTH, PROMOTES STUPIDITY AMONG THEMSELVES, and worst of all, KILLING AWAY OUR CULTURE!

There are simply too many negative facts in which Shuffle possess, therefore they all should drink Toxic and shuffle themselves to death.

Conclusion - People practice them because they are lame and idiots.
Conclusion APPROVED.

To Fellow Shufflers - Huh? Woot? Ur not satisfied with my research? I'm a university student from International Islamic University Of Malaysia and it is my subject's specialty to do research. Now take that and stab urselves to death..

Paras|teIsAnEx|stence

Amir Have Gay Fans On Myspace? Me 2!

http://www.myspace.com/418514576

Yeah.. This is the worst one yet.. In case he changed his default picture by the time u guys are looking at this, it is his naked picture lying on the bad displaying all the way from his neck to this legs to display his buttocks.. Named BOTTOM MAN... I bet u guys are imagining what that name means by now..

Arinah Rozhan

Arinah Rozhan

You know something? I usually have this sudden burst of energy whenever I do freerunning in a crowd or in front of spectators.. I call this "Attention-Whoring-Sudden-Burst-Of-Energy"... Fellow tracheurs.. I bet you have been bombarded with sickening-irritating-stupid questions such as "Dude, why do u climb the walls and jump all around?".. Well, why do people run all over the field just to kick a single ball shared by 20 other people in a game and tournament that last about an hour? Why do people bounce balls back and forth rubbing their body against each other just to run from one point to another and throw em in a loop? Or why do people study martial arts such as "Silat" although they face 99% of not being able to use them as self-defense in real life? Why don't you look in the mirror and ask yourself why you ask that stupid question in the first place? Or another irritating questions such "Dude, are u not afraid of doing this stuff? What if u fall down and break ur neck? Isn't that pointless".. Well dude, rather than simply arguing back by saying that other sports have the same yet more frequent injury than parkour, I will simply say "I rather do this with such risk, rather than staying as I am not improving my body capabilities to become a weak fat unskillful individual with no achievements whatsoever as such as u.."..

Well, the purpose that I mention all those questions above is that I wish to ask you another question that is quite sad for many tracheurs to answer.. Do Parkour Help You To Get Chicks? =(
Yeah, its very sad for us to answer that question, because either we are being humble or honest, the answer is still the same.. Which is "no" or "I dunno"... I believe that doing Parkour does not help u get a chick, thus it is does not make u into "chick magnet". For example, the way I am with my girlfriend Arinah. I have no intention whatsoever to talk about parkour or to even show her me doing it. Its not that I am seperating my life as a tracheur between me and her, its just that I find the topic parkour as something that irrelevant between me and her. Intention of boasting or showing off does not exist whatsoever, well, unless if dudes that have unserious relationships, yeah maybe they try to impress the chick by speaking about parkour and stuff. But mine is serious, so no need to do so =P. Anyways, the sudden-burst-of-energy that I usually have when I have a spectator does NOT OCCUR when I am in front of Arinah.. There is 2 explanations for this.. First, I have no intention of impressing her or whatsoever.. Secondly, there is 2 types of people in this world.. For example.. When we go to a circus.. Those people do all the sick tricks that is impossible for normal people.. Such as 10 person doing a triple backflip on concrete precisely landed on a chair and stuff.. Now.. For the person type no 1, they will think "OMG!! How did he jump that high and landed on that chair!? That is serious shit!".. For the person type no 2, they will think "Wow, I love it when those people do those acrobatics in a synchronized manner, so nice :D".. Arinah is type no 2 =P.. *same goes for my brother alif and sister". *The type who are not amazed by flips difficulty and stuff".

But naturally, of course she would like me to share my pakour side of life as well. She will ask me "Nak tgk Ama lompat! Nk tgk! Lompat2! Lompat3!" then I will try to avoid by doing a simple normal jump and said "Dah lompat dah haaa". then she will say "alaaa, yg pusing2 tu, nk tgk nk tgk nk tgk~" Then I will say "Xyah la, bwat ape, letih~" Sometimes she managed to persuade me, but most of the time I didnt want to do it =P. Ok, here is where I want to prove that parkour is NOT a chick-magnet.. There I am, preparing my self to do a flip in front of her as she waited to see.. Then I did a FLASHKICK!!! I watched at her to see her response/facial expressions.. She only stood still.. This is the interesting part.. Her eyes were in a manner that expected me to do more, as if the flashkick was simply just a warm up or an opening for my other flips.. I was like, owh no, do I have to do combos? I was actually just planning to show her the flashkick only. Then I said "Dah2, xmau bwat, Arinah bukan jenis ske tgk pun benda2 cmnie". Then she will say "alaaa, nak tgk2, bwat lagiiii". But then I refused =P. Well, she is the type of person who most probably would only look at combos. Even if you do a btwist, atwist, corksrew, that doesnt matter, what matters is the length of time the skill is performed. So yeah, parkour is NOT a chick magnet and it does NOT help u get chicks..

Anyways, I am very2 glad that she is not interested or amazed with parkour.. Because this way, I know that she loves me for who I really am.. So cool eh? I know I know.. I'm the luckiest person, because I receive what I myself do not deserve in the first place. Gaining something that is extremely in value compared to my actual value. Chinese people would most probably say "Haiyaaa.. Manyaaaaaaaak untung meh!!". XD

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4 Russians, 1 Wrestler, 1 Do Flips

Yesterday, as I was online using my girlfriend's broadband *wee~! she has wireless back at home*, my roomate entered my room and said...

Qarem: Rugi dowh kau x pegi stadium tadi...
Ammar: Asal ah?
Qarem: Tadi ade orang lompat2 cam kau buat show.
Ammar: Lompat2 cam aku?
Qarem: Lompat2 cam kau la, diorang dekat tempat panjat2 dekat stadium tu.
Ammar: Ye ke? Kat tempat panjat2 tu? Diorang lompat cmne? *Bodo gak soalan aku nie*
Qarem: Kau tgk ar, diorang baru je start tadi.
Ammar: Owh, dah habis la tu kowt. Penat dowh lompat2...
*Spent some time thinking to myself.. Examine my empty wallet...*
Ammar: On second thought, aku gerak je la. Nak keluar kan duit skali.
Qarem: Kau nak beli makanan ke?
Ammar: Nak keluar tgk diorang, sbb nk keluarkan duit skali.
*Took my other roomate's motorcycle key named Sufi... Vroom Vrooooom~*

I went to the stadium and saw 4 foreigners gathering on grass.. I dunno why, but there is always something that manages to guide us in being able to distinct normal people and those who do flips.. Its like an unconscious guide that we have installed in our brain.. Well for example, they were standing on grass, and emmm... Dunno, their style I think? But I immediately knew it was them. So when I was about to park the vehicle, I saw one of the dude did a roundoff.. So I thought to myself, owh3! I hope they have some sick tricks! I then entered and sat in a corner stalking them *exactly the same way newbie tracheurs always do when they want to join in but are embarrassed to do so..usually they do some skills to attract our attentions so that we will come to them.. But I just sat there watching..* I was sitting there as I await them to do something.. Suddenly this dude did this some sort of an attempt to do an aerial or btwist launching.. So I was like, this is it!! He is going to do a btwist or aerial twist! Weee~! BUT!! Suddenly!! He did something more AMAZING and UNBELIEVABLE to my innocent EYES!! He gauge the distance from a far.. Started running.. Then did a roundoff to DOUBLE BACK-FLIP!! I was like.. WHAT THE FUCK!?? His friends applaused, as he returned to his previous position and did a roundoff to DOUBLE or TRIPLE BACKFULL!! It was TOO FAST I can barely count!! So then I approached them and tried to speak with them out of awe and amazement! Turns out that they cant speak English, but luckily one of them know how, but terrible though, its as if their English level is the same as Acap's Arabic level *cause my Arabic level is way worst*.I managed to communicate a bit with them.. Their names were Muhammad, Yusof, and the other two I forgot already..The one who did the sick tricks was a muscular dude, like a wrestler. Apparently, he IS a wrestler. So, I tried to ask them their training schedule so that I can observe them more. But it was so hard for the dude to comprehend my English, so I prevented my self from proceeding further...

The other 2 dudes are FUCKING SKILLFULL I tell you!! They are like both Sabree and Abudi combined! The other one dude was holding a HUGE DAMN LOOKING EXPENSIVE MODERN CAMERA while recording them!!!:O!!!! Well, sorry to disappoint u guys, but I made that all up! Muahaha! Double backflip, double/triple backfull, lies~! Just wanted to get you guys all excited for nothing, muahaha! Well, actually, the muscular dude only did a roundoff to backflip... And a backflip.. And a J-turn with both legs close to one another like Irsyad's J-turn.. The other two dudes? They only did a cartwheel and roundoff.. The camera guy dude? Owh, he recorded them using his handphone.. =P.

So, as I were talking to them, I told them that I do Parkour..They had no idea what the hell that is.. Poor Russia.. Then they told me to show them what I can do. So, I just did a simple J-turn, backflip, flashkick, sideflip, roundoff backflip.. And the dudes were saying "MasyaAllah.." After that, I see that there was no point for me to go through all the trouble of gaining their contact number and stuff as it was naturally hard for me to communicate with them in the first place.. So I simply said bye2~! Then went to the ATM to get some cash..

4 Russian dudes.. They believe that we Malaysians do not know what Wrestling is... Lol.. I wonder what is their point of view towards this country to such an extent think that we do not know what wrestling is.. =S..

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Here I Am, Clueless Whatsoever..

Sorry to disappoint u, but nothing actually happened. :P

I am currently encountering the moment of "blurness" which I usually go through at least twice a week. How did this moment of "blurness" came to me? Well, usually it happens like this.. When everything is fine, nothing to be worried about, suddenly... I start thinking to myself.. Damn.. What was it that I am supposed to do again? Hmm... Nothing was it? But that can't be right... There must be something.. Something's amiss... *looks for any kind of possible clues around me to help me remember or figure it out*... Hmm... Nothing whatsoever.. *rolls on floor.. weee~!* This won't help me.. Lemme see.. *goes around the room, from one to another*... That's weird... It almost seems as if I actually have nothing important that has to be done! But what is this feeling I'm having?? This "uneasiness"... Grr...

So, when I wasted enough time doing pointless things to help me figure out the source of this uneasiness feeling I'm having, I then resort to the method that usually help me towards the end.. Which is by listing down everything that I do and have in my daily life as a student, friend, tracheur, etc whatever.. Aaahhaaaaah!!!!!! Nothing whatsoever.. Hohoho.. I think this is happening because a part of me is screaming "Dude! Ur life is too simple! Life should be complicated!!" Therefore, I am unconsciously complicating my simple life.

Although even after I know this, the *blurness* and this feeling of uneasiness still remains. Therefore, I decided to come down from my room and go to the cyber cafe to go online, which is apparently why I am writing this blog.

So!! What I did was I read Azam/keyrana/abang key's blog to erase my *blurness*. As usual, his post is full of words that explains his point of view in detail which I believe can be applied to most people. Then after reading his post without leaving any comment whatsoever *wanted to leave a comment, but none worth leaving*, I then examined that there are many readers out there who is interested in his story. Noticed that one of his follower has really HUGE eyes, like the ones u see on anime. I was practically looking at them while thinking to myself "woah, huge eyes". As people can obviously see, eyes are an asset that people us as one of the tool to attract people. So, what I saw was basically a person with huge eyes with mascara to make em appear bigger as the person personally opens em as big as they could to make em appear bigger. So yeah, I was thinking to myself "woah, huge eyes". *Do not know why I brought that up.. =/*

*Thinking to myself about the 2009's showreel that may not come out this year.. Hohohoho =P*

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Last-Minute-Learning

Last Friday, I had 2 different mid-term exams on the same day. I had Psychology at 3pm and Political Science at 8pm. There were loads of chapter that needs to be covered in both subject, it was the very first time I studied for a subject a week before hand (well, not actually.. I only read through the summary for Psycho to see what I am supposed to memorize before exam). The funny thing was, me myself and the other 3 of my friend who happens to be my roomate + exclassmate in Nilai + classmate for each and every class in Gombak, decided not to study Political Science… Reason being is that we do not want to Major or Minor in Political Science, so why bother?

Me and one of my roomates want to Minor Psychology while the other two wants to Major it, therefore we all focus on Psychology only. There were loads of information that needs to be memorized, my habit of last-minute-learning was not beneficial at that moment unfortunately, =P… What I basically did was checking out my friends’ progress in their studying, I know my brain could not absorb the information at that current moment so I decided to check out my friend’s performances instead. They all had different methods of studying and they all have their “Serious Mode” and “Leisure Mode” in studying, these 3 people are smart people I tell you. Usually they only display their “Leisure Mode” of studying cause its actually quite hard to gain the mood to study since we do not have the dicipline to study like the timetable type of people, XP... But when they are serious, they cease to exist in your very consciousness, you do not see them! Yeah, they only study seriously when they are alone or away from each other in their very own space. Their brain are like sponge when they are in “Serious Mode”, everything you throw at them, they will memorize. They can even memorize the minutest details in the text book. There is no such thing as “Owh, I haven’t read/covered this chapter yet”, there is only “owh, that chapter explains about bla3 bla3 right?”. Its good cause these people can unnoticingly pressure me to study at the very last minute.

Okay, so what we did was we ignored the upcoming Political Science Mid term exam completely, we focused only on Psychology due to the fact that Psycho holds more information and proves to be more important to us, we need to get at least a B for the subject in order to Major/Minor it. We thought that Political Science Mid term exam will only come out with Multiple-Choice-Questions and True or False questions, so we can still figure out the answers through some memorizing… What we didn’t know was that the mid term exam for Political science will only consist of 6 DAMN QUESTIONS!!!! Yeah!! And all of them are ESSAY QUESTIONS!!! We found that out the day of the exam itself 2 hours before Psychology Exam…

So, knowing that Psychology Exam is at 3 pm and Political Science exam is at 8pm, we calculated the time we had to study all 7 chapters for Political Science from scratch after Psycho Mid term exam.. It requires 20 minutes to travel from the exam hall to our room, and vice versa, that equals 40 minutes.. We will need to buy foods and eat and take a bath and all, it will require us about an hour or so.. That equals to An hour and 40 minutes wasted.. Psycho exam ended at 4.30pm, actually at 5pm but we finish early.. 8pm minus 4.30pm equals to 3 hours and a half gap between the 2 exams.. 3 hours and a half minus 1 hour and 40 minutes of time wasted equals to 1 hour and 50 minutes to actually study.. Cool eh?

Minus the travel, food shopping, eating, bathing time spent, too sum it up we only had 1 hour 50 minutes to cover 7 chapters in Political Science… Not to mention the mid term exam will come out with only 6 ESSAY QUESTIONS!! 4 questions carry 40 marks in section A… 2 questions carry 60 marks in section B…XD!!

So when I came back to the room, it was around 5pm or so, I took a bath and instantly studied for 30 minutes, then my brain encountered “Sensory Overload” (Too much info) due to Psycho exam and all… So what I did was I lie down on the bed to rest my eyes a bit… Guess what happened next? I SLEPT ALL THE WAY UNTIL 7.24pm!!! Hahaha~! The moment I got up, the sound of Azan was already heard~! Panicked, I asked my friends what they studied as I ate my food… I didn’t even had the time to actually wash my face, we had to go to the exam hall..

When the exam started, another pain in the ass situation comes in… The time was an hour and a half only!! So damn limited for 6 essay question which carried 100 marks alltogether!! What happened was the minute I got the question paper, I wrote down everything I know, NON-STOP!! Dude, what did u expect? 5 pages of essay in an hour and a half? Omg!! I wrote non-stop! Towards the end my fingers were killing me…

This was the first time I studied using less time than the time I actually use to answer the exam.. 1 hour of study, 1 hour and half of answering non-stop with the information gained from the 1 hour of study itself… To think that we took it so lightly due to the fact of expecting multiple choice questions… Pfffftt!! Backfired!!! Well, not that I regret any of it… Towards the end, everything was fine I guess…

Last-Minute-Study rules!!

Oh yeah, I have 2 assignments that I have to submit tomorrow, and I haven’t done anything at all, did not even search for any information yet… Siddiq, now that is what I call LAST-MINUTE!!! XD

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Ramadhan

The arrival of Ramadhan... Something that should be welcomed by us with the attitudes that fit the Muslims. But I guess different people have different ways to welcome the arrival of Ramadhan itself. Some people might go to the club before the arrival of the Ramadhan, some others might decide to get angry towards their friends for not inviting them to the club, and etc.

I guess people are just too caught up in their life to actually realize their meaning and purpose of existence in life. Too caught up in the challenges in life that Allah (SWT) gave to the extent that they forgot that all the challenges they are currently facing is made possible due to Allah (SWT) itself. Knowing that fact, is it not obvious enough to simply know what we should really do is to return to Him and not curse on everything else that has happened to them?

But some people decides to become all EMO and think that life is all about him... Too caught up in it to the extent that they fail to realize that they are just simply a slave to Allah (SWT). Cursing and hating everything that is happening in their life... Everything that is happening in their life was decided by Allah (SWT), so theoretically this basically means that these people are cursing and hating the decisions of Allah (SWT), without even realizing how serious that is. This theory is only logical I presume...

These people might even go to the extent of questioning WHY are all the bad things happening to them. As a Muslim, I don't even know why they even ask that kind of question.. Do they lack the knowledge about Islam? No, usually these people have the core knowledge about Islam.. So why is it that this stupid question is raised up? Lets see~ What is the purpose of the Quran... To be understood.. To be memorized.. Yeah, these people do understand and memorize the contents of the Quran.. So what are they missing?? Owh wait.. There's another one... Quran is to be understood, memorized, and IMPLEMENTED... Oooowh, now I see what they are missing.. =]

I find it ironic seeing these very people giving advices to other people when others encounter conflicts, they even sometimes recite the ayat in the Quran when they do so. BUT... When their life turns upside down, they go against their very own advices completely... Do they not realize they're being hypocrites? A man who does not go by his own words, is a man who is not ready to carry out a man's responsibilities. So if u want to get married but ur having this criteria, do everyone else a favor and scratch out that dream of urs. You need to firstly improve urself, lets say by firstly... Keep to ur words as man.

I write this topic as general. I bet countless others can relate themselves to this topic, if u do feel somewhat connected and related to this topic... It sucks to be u then XD

When a guy is in a relationship, they take care of others including their own. How do u intend to take care of others, if u urself cant take care of ur own? Just something that needs to be thinked about.

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Left With Nothing Except Emotions

Well, to put it simply, my laptop and wallet was stolen when I was performing Zuhur prayer in the mosque of UIA Gombak.. Yeah it sucks really.. I was praying in a position where I should be able to notice if someone were to make hasty movements near my beg (which contains my wallet and laptop, I don't know why but that day I felt like putting my wallet into that beg of mine...weird..). I was praying quite fast actually, so I was quite confident no one would steal my stuff within that short moment.. But I was wrong!! I think that guy stole it when I was doing my "sujud". I was just late for about 7 seconds I think.. When I was done praying, I went to collect my stuff but then I couldn't find it where I left it. So, this is when I wasted a couple more seconds pondering to myself ..

"Aaaa, where did it I last put it? I was sure it was here... Hmmm..." while the thief was already running away somewhere..

Then two guys approached me, asking in a panic way "was that ur freakin beg man!?" (well, I made up the way he speak and translates them in english, they were actually malays that looks like ustaz).

So, I was like.. "yeah..". Then they said "Damn, a guy stole ur beg just now man!!" then we went into "pursuit" of futile. Wasted too much time on guessing where did the guy went to and then poof! Too late...

So in the end I talked to one of the two dudes who also apparently got his laptop stolen last week. For the past 7 days he waited while trying to spot the thief. Last time he was in a blur just like me, but this time he identified that guy. But I suspect that will the last time he see's him though. Most probably that son of b*#ch is not the student of UIA anyways. So I went back to my room emptyhanded.. Felt so empty... If only I could only see just a back of his body even 50 metres away from me, I would without a doubt caught him and beat the hell out of him, leaving a couple of his tooth behind. XD

Now2, don't try to give me advice on "dude, if u were to keep the stuff REALLY2 near u, it wouldn't have been stolen!!"... I'm not the type of guy who leave stuffs like I did that day.. I don't know why, but on that day I felt like doing it... There is nothing I could do anyways, if it is fated for my stuff to get stolen, there are thousands of other ways Allah could have made my stuff stolen even if I guard it. It was my fate that my stuff would get stolen, no use of getting angry about it, just learn from it. Yeah, when that event happened I was not angry actually. I felt like, owwwh, I guess this is fate, I appreciate that Allah still remembers me (of course He does, its just a matter of speech). I said alhamdulillah various amount of times, I know I was not supposed to feel sad or angry, but I couldn't help the feeling of being sad at that time. The wallet and laptop was like my MOST favourite stuff that I must have around me at least 60% of the time in a day. My wallet stays with me 95% time of the day. These two objects were like a part of me in a way, it was like a symbol that portrays who I am... Without them I feel so incomplete..

Some of my friends would say "uuuu~ when did u become religious?", well f#*k you~! I don't feel like answering that question. Well, anyways, I am unabble to return back home for 2 weeks straight right now due to assignments that can't be done on weekdays itself. Im going to make sure that I return back home this week.

This event should actually shape me into a better person really, but with all the assignments an quizzes and mid-term exam coming up, I am noticingly delaying that improvement without my freewill. Even if I wanted to my mind is not dedicated enough I guess...

Actually, I am cool enough to be able to eliminate this "emo" thingy with rational and coolness thinking itself. But hey! Its so very rare for me to encounter this "emo" sensation, so I figured I would like like to savor this "emo-ness" to the fullest before I become COOL as a whole again....

I love myself.. XD

Owh! Owh!! I mean.... ;<

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Sadness And Rage Altogether...

I felt Infuriated... Disappointed... and regret... as sadness slowly controlled over me on the 12th of August 2009...

I was inside UIA Gombak's Mosque when it all occurred.. With a laptop in hand, I decided to keep my wallet in my beg as I was feeling uncomfortable with it in my pocket, for the very first time..

To be continued... Not in the mood..

I'm Complicating Things

I feel my life has been very complicated lately.. But then again, logically it is I who makes it complicated. Perspective is something to be admired.. Perspective is reeeally something.. I can see how my mind works quite funny lately.. Usually I have only one perspective in mind.. One at a time.. Either positive or negative, take a pick.. But now here when I'm in Gombak, it has become two-in-one. I think about things in both-way.. At the same time.. You know when you go through matters using ur brain and then ur brain starts to communicate to itself to reason to urself on what should be done or how to see things that are currently in ur life? usually when I go through all that, there will only be one voice speaking in my mind.. But lately, *this week to be more direct*, my mind consist of two voices.. Of course they are my voice, but both saying different things, with different perspectives and different solution.. Its as if I have a split personality which basically combines to produce what I am currently..

This situation also basically gave me a combination of emotions, which I find very weird.. You know, when we think negatively it basically arouses our anger, sadness and etc.. When you think positively it arouses ur calmness, happiness and etc.. What happened last night basically made me write this blog of mine.. I encounter this situation, my mind starts to communicate with itself, with it comes two different voices with two different perspective which also came with two different emotions.. When I was encountering it, I didn't think much, but now that it happened I was quite amazed.. It was weird that I was able to feel angry and calm at the same time.. Feel that the situation is complicated but easy at the same time.. Comes out with negative perspectives and positive perspectives at the same time.. Usually when you reason with yourself, you come out with a single outcome, be what it may be positive or negative.. But I came out with 2 different outcomes, negative and positive.. Both makes sense with equal argument.. There's no choosing which is true because both of them are, its just different perspectives that differentiates them..

Usually the negative solution makes u feel good at the beginning, but will later on makes u regret. The positive ones make is irritating at first, but will later on show its benefit.. Of course by choosing the negative ones, u can still be happy by lying to urself and such, but how far can self-deception take u right? Hey, I can lead a life of split personalities if I want to, but due to "mature~ness", I choose the one that gives the most benefit, both to me and others.

Lately I've been seeing people who lacks the ability to foresee the outcome of their actions which leads to a problem they could not tackle which also makes thing more complicated.. How I wish they could become more observant and analytical..

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The Power Of Influence Is Really Something...

The power of influence is really something.. When a person initiates a certain action, others might follow.. In my case, I can see that it is happening in my Psychology class. Previously, there is this one guy who asked a very long pointless question at the very end of the class just when everyone was about to disperse. Yesterday during my Psychology class, I repeat, PSYCHOLOGY class, keep that in mind while reading the following words that I am about to write in order to understand why it irritates me to such an extent that it basically made me write about this thing in my blog.

Yesterday, during psychology class, the guy who asked the question sat in front again again. The very same spot he was sitting the other day. Lets call him "Attention Whore", seeing that I think what he really wants is the attention from both party, the lecturer and students. Before I proceed any further, let me tell you about another guy who I noticed 'might' have the potential of being an "Attention Whore" as well, but he is more towards being a Teacher's pet. He sat in the front row in the middle, lets just call him "Teacher's pet". Of course, there is another person who I would like to mention due to the fact that I noticed his potential of being an "Attention Whore" as well, but he is more into student's attention rather than the lecturer's. He sat in the middle row on the right side. Let's call him Mr."Lack Of Love" in other words "LOL", because he acts like one!

So there we are! I have introduced the triplets of attention whore in my psychology class. Now, recap!

Mr.Attention Whore = Wants Lecturer's and Students' attention
Mr.Teacher's Pet = Wants Lecturer's attention
Mr.LOL =Wants Student's attention

Complete set don't you think?

Okay, here it goes. During the Psychology class, when the lecturer was explaining the method of doing a research, she mentioned about the "survey" method. Obviously it is a method in which people try to acquire data from people by giving them questions, analyze the answer and then make a conclusion. In the middle of her explanation, Mr Attention Whore suddenly interrupted her by asking a question, which is...

"In the survey method, how do, how do, ho ho how do peol....".

Huh?

Yes, he was lost of words at first. After the lecturer said "huh?", he then quickly covered up by quickly asking..

"In the survey method is there a certain amount of people we have to question? I mean.. Aaaa.. Is there a standardized amount?"

Obviously, people can simply answer that question through common sense, such as, it will basically depends on the research we are trying to do and the scale of the people in which we are going to study. But, I tried to not pay much attention to it even though it should distract others attention in a negative way seeing that the answer to such question does not prove to be any importance to us as a Psychology student due to the fact that such information is not even stated in the text book. If it is not stated in the text book, it will not come out in the exam. If it will not come out in the exam, why bother?

SUDDENLY!!! Mr.LOL came into the scene!! He suddenly raised his hand and asked the lecturer "Can I answer that question? Regarding to your question, brother. The amount of people in which you want to ask in a research will basically vary in every field. Lets say if you are a Politician, there is a different amount you should approach. If you are a Psychologist, there is a different amount you should approach. Bla bla bla bla bla bla...." Everyone could see that the lecturer was feeling uneasy and tried to cut Mr Lol's speech due to the fact that she must cover the chapters fast and the question in which they ask are irrelevant. But! When she tried to cut in by saying "Good answer brother..."... Mr Lol could not care less! He quickly continued his long answer. The following speech is basically the same answer he gave, but with a different approach..

I was like... What in the world!? At first I tried to ignore.. But as I ignore I can't help but to notice that both of them spent TOO MUCH time on that pointless question which is irrelevant to our study! They were eating away our valuable time to study! He wasted loads of time answering the question, but in the end the answer was still a blur as he only gave a theory and not a direct answer! Not to mention that the lecturer was late behind schedule and she needed to teach us fast, but who would've thought that they decided to make it worse! Then at last, he finished his answer... Hooray~!

BUT!!! Are we forgetting someone? YES! It is Mr Teacher's Pet!!! He then suddenly said "Regarding to Mr Attention whore's statement about standardized amount, I think what he meant was bla bla bla bla bla bla....."...... Just when I thought the matter could not get worse than it already has...

If things were to persist, I might've raised my hand and ask "I'm sorry, is this question in any way, relevant to our study? If it's not, Miss, please proceed with your lecture. If yes, by all means, continue..". But I refuse to do so due to the fact that I would be an attention whore as well. Although that might prevent such event from occuring ever again in the future.. Hmmm.. We'll just have to wait and see I guess.

Its not that I hate or despise the attention whores, in fact I welcome them... IF!!!!! But that is only IF they ask questions that are IMPORTANT.. Or a question that can help increase our knowledge.. Or pleeeeeease, at least a question that is RELEVANT to our study! We are studying psychology for crying out loud! Not Basic Research Method And Report Writing! If you want to learn that subject so much, then go ask that question in that very class, not in the psychology class. I mean really, who in the world ask a question about another subject in the class? Its more like a death wish really. For those who studied Basic research back in Nilai, they only stared at them irritated. For others who did not, they were panicking! They were like, "OMG! Do we have to learn all this stuff?? Why can't I find it in the textbook!? What are they talking about!?". Yes, they were scared I tell ya. See how much trouble being an attention whore brings if you do it in the wrong way? And if you want to be an attention whore by ANSWERING a question, by all means, please answer them as DIRECTLY as possible. We do not need your long speech with little or no meaning whatsoever.

Stop wasting my time and others, let the lecturer do her job for a change.

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A Question To Be Asked

Im so cool! It took me an unbelievably amount of time to line up just to register for my wi-fi!! Sounds so desperate right? Well, when you waited for almost half an hour, you will most probably say "What the heck, why not wait for another 10 minutes since I already wasted half an hour lining up!" Then an hour pass by, you will most probably say "The hell!? I waited for a whole one hour! There is no way I will let this wait go to waste!" Well, that happened to me! It stretches until 2 and a half hour I tell ya! Yesh! One big department, and they only have ONE person to help others to register their wi-fi. People have to download stuff and restart their laptop twice. That only goes for ONE person. You do the math.

Now I can online! But there is still another irritating fact in which I could not avoid but to simply accept.. I cannot online from within my room itself, the signal does not reach there.. I have to go down to the cafeteria to do so! Which basically sucks. But then again, that will certainly prevent me from going online 24 hours a day and mess up with my studies. So I say, better that than nothing!

My studies so far is going along quite fine, seeing that I am simply re-learning the stuff that I already learned back in Nilai. Except for Mass Communication though, there is a new topic added which is "machine". Each year the topic is updated, only in Gombak. Seeing that is the subject that i am going to Major, I will focus on that. Psychology will be my minor, so I will focus on that as well. So far so good.

Owh yeah, the students in my class! I don't think the relationship between us can grow at all. The distance between us are constantly kept away, which is good for me. As usual, there will be the type of students who wish to be the attention whore during the class. The only thing that I wish to inquire to them is, why? In my psychology class, there is this one student who sat in the very front row on the right side of the class (I was sitting in the front row in the middle). At the end of the class he raised his hand to ask a question. He asked "Miss, I am simply wondering, is it possible foe me to ask you questions in the middle of the class?" The answer would be yes. Then he proceed by saying "Owh, ok then. I have a question to ask of you regarding the theory of Ivan pavlov.." I was like.. Owh, energetic are we? He said "In his work, he compares Human and animals in his research. Why does he do so? It is stated in the Quran (Recited the verse in arabic), that humans can be the most perfect creations but at the same time can be the most despicable creature of all, far more worse than animals." I was like, OMG! He actually recited the Quran! *clap clap*! He continued "It is obvious that humans and animals are not alike at all. Why is it that he uses animals in his research as a comparison to the humans?" The lecturer simply said, thats a very good question, thanks for highlighting that up, we will discuss on that later in our next class.

I was amazed by his enthusiasm and all.. But such event left me with a question.. What was the motive of that very question he was asking?? Firstly, that was the beginning of our very class for that particular subject, therefore answers for question would not be something that people usually seek for in their first class do they? If you wish to know the answer for the preparation of our exam, the answer to that very question does not appear to be important to us in any way regarding to exams to come because it is simpy irrelevant. Plus, rather than going through all that trouble memorizing the question which appears to be like an "essay", why not simply use your reasoning to pursue the answer? Not that I am trying to say that I am a genius, but it should be possible for a person as such as him. Firstly, why are you asking a question relating to the Quran to fight against his argument? He is not a muslim, what do you expect? He is a scientist, a non-muslim scientist. You can't expect him to refer to the Quran before making a hypothesis. Why should people refer to the religion aside from their own before making a hypothesis? We do not refer to the christian teachings when we do so, the same goes to them. Secondly, he did not say that animal's brain are 100% similar to ones of that a human possess. In fact, he directly stated that "although not all the parts of the brain of animals are similar to humans, but some parts of their brain functions quite similar". Therefore, he does research on those particular parts and section of the brain only. You can't expect him to do a direct research "trial and error" on a human being can you? therefore he needed another solution, animals.

Why did he ask the question? Even if the lecturer agrees or disagrees with his statement, does it in any way affect our studies? NO. I certainly wonder what is the real motive of his question. Well, maybe he does so to acquire confidence which he requires. Who knows~! Im off!

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I Injured My Right Ankle

Happened yesterday when my right foot accidentally slipped from the wall and landed awkwardly on the ground. Injured my right ankle. Well, this happened because I left my new shoes in Gombak. I wore my old shoes instead, very slippery indeed.. "Botak" already.. So, I woke up this morning and noticed something which I believe is very noticeable to others as well.. Yes, I was limping. I had to walk slowly and come up and down the stairs sideways (like a crab). The last time I remembered this happened was when I landed on my back (ass first though) on solid groung during High School (Still new to parkour). Back then I have to walk like an old women on flat surface, like a crab when I walk down or up the stairs. What happened was I skipped school for one whole week~! SO cool I am..

Okay, now I am just wondering.. It took me 20 minutes to walk to my class.. Now that I am limping... How long will it take? I don't pretty much care about how people look at me when I'm limping, so that settles one of my problem. But the duration of 20 minutes will certainly extend. Not to mention that I have to walk slower up and down the hills/stairs due to the extra pain it brings.. Hmmm... I will simply have to wait and see when that time comes (which is basically tomorrow).

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I Am Weakening Over Here, Mask Of A Nerd

I am weakening over here.. I think.

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I have simply lost the hope of encountering any people over here with the same interest as such as me. Doing flips? THESE people? Well, maybe the capoeira people but I can't seem to find any of them at all. I want to do and practice my freerunning over here and there are a number of locations in which I myself would like to attempt the skills that I have been visualizing in my mind each time I encounter such places.

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But this place is full of people, I mean full of them! If I were to do so, people will think that I am simply showing off (Which I would like to avoid, low profile for the win~!). I think that this is the kind of places where I have to keep the other side of me to myself. Meaning that I will have to wear a mask to hide who I really am. Why? Because it is more convenient that way, and doing so does not prove to be a struggle for me. So, over here I might appear like a nerd I guess. I think it will be hard to find people with the same wavelength as me over here. The way people think over here is simply too typical. I do not mean in an academic way of course. I mean the WAY that they think are simply.. Too normal I guess. So, in order to mix in. I shall wear my "mask of nerd~ness".

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Wish me luck. (Of course I am not actually hoping you guys to wish me luck for real, in other words what I really meant to say was bye2~! Same goes with "lol", people usually say this not because they are simply "laughing out loud", but it is simply because they have nothing better to say)

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And why is it that I can't seem to put spaces to differentiate my paragraphs? I have to add a dot to enable it. And also, I can't add the long "I" in which I used for my ParasiteIsAnExistence thingy. Something wrong blogger? Or is there something wrong with what I'm doing? Woot!?

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I Am Using Gombak's Computer Lab For Free~!

Yes, I am currently using Gombak's computer lab which is absolutely free and fast as well. The other convenient thing about the computer lab is that it consist of 50 computers for students to use. Not to mention that there are only guys over here, no chicks to be found which basically means that it increases 50% of our chances to acquire the opportunity to use a computer. Everyone will be sharing a single printer, which is very fast. The only thing we have to pay for here is for the printing! Before we use the computer, we will need to sign in our matric card and pin code as a student. Then afterwards it will say that you are signed in. To use the printer you will have to pay, yes? Well, the payment works this way. You can go to the printing depatment and pay them to top up ur account, minimum of RM5 (Works like a cellphone). Print black and white for each paper will cost you 10 sen. The coloured one I did not bother to find out. This is one of the main reason why students do not share their pin code number, or else others will simply deplete your "credits" and can simply sabotage your class schedule by altering your class registration which will certainly make everything a mess. The internet connection here is nice, except for the privacy though.

I want to register for wi-fi but it is quite troublesome as you require an internet to download stuff into your laptop which you basically require in the first place. Of course you can simply download it via your thumbdrive yes, but I have another troublesome thing to worry about which is to find the UIA's correct email to send our "physical address" to enable our wi-fi thingy. So I will simply leave it to my roomates if they are not lazy. Not to mention that after going through all those trouble, I will not even be enabled to use the wi-fi from inside my room. Why? That is because my Mahallah (room building) is located at the top of a hill, which the wi-fi cannot reach. So I have to go the cafeteria to online... I want a broadband!! The celcom building is located here, so it should be fast!!

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I Will Be Going Off To Gombak This 7th Of July...

I will continue my studies further in Gombak this upcoming Tuesday, I will basically continue for my degree. Tomorrow will be the last day of my very long holiday :(... Although my holiday was long, but I spent each and every minute of it in the way I wanted it to be spent! No regrets whatsoever. Truth be told, I felt so damn busy during my holiday, I felt like time was never enough! I guess that is what happens when you have too many things to do with your life (Which is good I guess, because it is very enjoyable). I do not find it it enjoyable to continue my studies in Gombak this upcoming Tuesday, due to various different reasons which I might share after this. During my holiday, I never even spent a single day thinking about my plans and situation in Gombak, this is because I do not like to think about the things that I do not like. Plus, it is unavoidable anyways, why trouble yourself to think about the unavoidable? So I simply enjoyed my holiday to its maximum extent, because I'm cool~!

But now, the day has finally come. It is time for me to think about my plans for Gombak. This is the situation that has basically troubled me for a whole long year.. I am not sure which course I should take to continue as my degree... Lemme list down my options.. Also with my own point of view towards such subject..

Political Science - Politics (Very high income but I guess we need to have "connections" to be successful in this line of work. Plus, I do not want to meddle into corruption which I believe usually occurs in this line of work..)

Basic Research Method And Report Writing - Research (The income is quite high but I am not interested into writing reports and doing research all day long. I am not interested in reading as well.)

Sociology And Anthropology - Sociologist/Anthropologist (Studying about the language, culture and lifestyle of the aborigines!!!? Are you insane in the membrane!??)

History - History... (Should not even be considered in the first place..)

Psychology - (Yeah! This job is very interesting! The payment is quite nice as well.. But I guess this job can only be easily find overseas. The payment is nicer as well. But I do not want to go overseas. I want to stay here, muahaha)

Mass Communication - (I guess this is the course that I am going to take as my Degree.. But the thing is... I do not know exactly what job it has to offer..)

In other words, I am clueless... Human Science sucks ass! I should have took Law, because it seems so much easier and interesting. Bummer..

But then again, it might only seem as if there is nothing much to offer, but truth be told, who knows? So I will only just go with the flow~! I want to Major in Mass Communication, and Minor in Psychology. I am going to miss my holiday... :(

Anyways, new location comes with a new determination!! I will try my best to perform!! There is no way I will let my foolish friends to laugh at me if something bad happens! Owh yeah, that reminds me... Now I shall share to you why is it that I do not find it interesting to continue my studies in Gombak..

1. I am not sure whether I am going to like my new environment there...
2. The room is split into 4 different compartments for 4 different people, what happens if the other 3 turns out to be homos? Shit, if that happens, I'm going to scare them and force them to share a single compartment, so that I can have another 2 extra compartment for myself! Plus, I think they will be happy sharing the same compartment because they are homos! This way, everyone will be happy!
3. The location between my hostel and my class is very far.. When I say very far, I meant so VERY FAR!! Compared to Nilai, walking to class everyday is nothing at all...
4. With whom shall I hang out with!?? All of my friends are left in Nilai. Making new friends bore me...
5. Will there be nice locations for me to do Parkour? At least I know I can do lots of trickings on grass, but Parkour is a different story..
6. Does it mean that I have to do trainings, alone? Woot!? I do not want to do EMO training sessions!! I am not Siddiq and Abudi and Amir and Azam~! They do EMO training sessions!
7. I heard that it is compulsory to enter a club for our curriculum activities... That means more of wasting my time..
8. Is it possible for me to return back home every weekend? Not being able to trick with others is one thing.. But what will happen to my clothes? They will not wash themselves do they? Does that mean I have to wash em myself? Nooooooooo!!!!
9. Nilai has many gay students... Nilai is just one of the UIA branches... Gombak is the main branch for UIA... Meaning that Gombak will gather all of their students from all other branches... Meaning Gombak will gather ALL GAYS FROM ALL DIFFERENT BRANCHES?? WOOOT!!!?
10. I don't feel like it.

The tenth reason I intentionally add because I wanted to have 10 different reasons for me to hate going to Gombak. Ok, I guess this will be my last post before I go to Gombak...

(I guess this might irritate some of my friends who are still in foundation, hoho)

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I Got My Driving Licence (About Time!)

Okay, finally I got myself a driving license. It did not matter to me before to even get myself a driving license due to the fact that I already have drivers at home (Amir, My mother, etc). I can simply just tell them where I want to go and then tadaaa, they will send me there. But lately (and when I say lately I meant since last year), I finally thought about how long can I depend on these people? If I don't get my driving license soon, when will I have the chance to get them? I will be busy when I enter Gombak on the 7th of July this upcoming week. I will hardly have the time to waste on getting myself a driving license. So I figured, I might as well get it now while I still have the free time to spare.

But the procedure in which people have to go through to get the driving license is frustrating... All the time wasted due to the time-consuming process that needs to be done to acquire a license that cost you a high amount of money which basically allows you to simply drive your own car which you yourself bought it with your own money.. Imagine... You bought yourself a car.. But you have to pay hundreds more just so that you can use it.. If not, it will just be located in your garage for display. But, such thing should not even be debated due to the fact that it is necessary since it concerns about our safety, and others as well.

What I was trying to say previously was that I became frustrated because I had to waste my time and energy towards such matter. It is necessary for me to get myself a driving license, but it bore me.. 5 hours of lecture... Then came another 6 hours of lecture.. Came with another 10 hours of training.. Then came many hours more to complete the test.. Very3 time consuming.. Owh yeah, during the test when I was about to move on to the road test thingy.. I was the LAST person to take the test.. Wow, of all the turns I could get, I got the last... So, when I was waiting for my turn, I noticed a kancil coming in. I knew it was going to be my turn next so I stood up and then simply wait while watching the kancil came closer. The weird thing was, the kancil drove very3 fast! I was like "Wtf.. Whoever the kid is, he is very brave to drive that fast during the test.."..

When the kancil came closer, it was then I was like "Oooooowh, no wonder..."... What happened you guys wonder? Well, it turned out that the test candidate failed.. The candidate was a Indian woman around her 20's and she was sitting at the passenger seat with the facial expression I think you guys can predict (yup). Basically, the JPJ wanted to appear aggressive or something. He failed a candidate, drove very3 fast, continued with his facial expression that appears as if he wanted to kill his own mother.

So I thought, maybe this guy wants to fail me as well.. That won't happen, I waited for hours and I was having a migraine due to the heat and waiting... There is no way I would want to do through all that just to fail.. So what I did was I "politically behaved myself in a very good manner" in an attempt to avoid failure. I behaved in a very3 "good adab" way that basically would make the JPJ feel bad to fail me. So in the end I got 19/20! Muahahaha!!! I will get my driving license when I am in Gombak. hohoho...

Owh yeah! The chick I was talking about previously in my "adik angkat" post. It seems that she really2 read my blog! Waaah! Scary shit yeah? She even gave a comment on that very topic. I can see what she is trying to achieve, but I don't see why she is trying to turn the table around in such way. It is futile if you ask me. The fact remains, she added me without any reason whatsoever, when I stopped ym with her, the conversation which I copied and paste in the previous post occurred(wanted to try copy Azam's style). Like I said, I thought both side thought of it as a joke, but it appeared that I was mistaken. The post was basically created due to the fact that I did not know what else she wanted from me. That is why I pasted the conversation due to the fact that it leaves me with a question mark in which I would like to share with others. (But at the same time do not want to know the answer)

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KFC Commercial Zinger Tower

http://www.zingertower.com/kfc/index.php

Okay, above is the link in which you can find and download the commercial that I was in for the KFC Commercial Zinger Tower thingy. You have to click the "download our TVC" on the right side of the Zinger Tower picture (duh~!).. I have to warn you though, the quality of the video sucks ASS!! I mean literally sucking ass bad level. Its like a commercial recorded and edited 3gp style~! Owh, and another warning is, my facial expression is so weird and ugly in this commercial that even I myself barely recognize my own face. It's hard even for me to accept the fact that the guy in this commercial is me (Yes, my facial expression is that weird.. This is of course taken from my point of view and many others as well..).

http://www.zingertower.com/kfc/prizes.php

This link above here is basically where you can locate three snapshots of the commercial. I can be found in all of those pics, huiyooo~! Cool "DOWH"!

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Owh, I mean..

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Adik Angkat!? Kejadah Semua Ini!?

Baiklah, disebabkan sudah terlalu lame aku tidak menulis blog, kini aku pun ingin cuba menulis dengan cara yang baru (untuk post ini sahaje) bagi menyakitkan hati semua pembaca (jika ada) blog aku ini.. Mungkin tajuk topik ini telah berjaya menarik perhatian anda semua (jika ada) kerana tajuk tersebut mengandungi tanda seru dan tanda soal yg digunakan sebanyak dua kali untuk menandakan bahawa sesuatu yang rumit atau menarik ingin aku kongsikan kepada semua pembaca (jika ada)..

Adik angkat? Apakah itu adik angkat? Apakah peranan adik angkat di dalam hidup kita ini? Adakah mereka adik yg patut diangkat dan dilontar bg memenuhi masa lapang kita semua? Tidak, jadi tidak bolehlah kita memahami maksud perkataan ini dengan hanya melihat dan mentafsir satu demi satu perkataan "Adik Angkat" ini.. Tapi persoalan yang ingin aku angkat dan lontar kepada semua adalah, apakah peranan adik angkat di dalam hidup mereka ini? Persoalan ini bukan ditujukan kepada mereka yang mengambil adik angkat untuk dijaga kerana mereka adalah anak yatim atau yg sebegitu. Persoalan ini ditujukan kepada mereka yang dengan sengajanye mengambil adik angkat tanpe sebab yang boleh dipersetujui keluarga mereka (seperti jumpe dekat myspace, kemudian dijadikan adik angkat, dan lain-lain yang sepertinya).

Adakah mereka mengambil adik angkat kerana kebosanan? Atau kerana perasaan ingin tahu bagaimana rasanye mempunyai adik (bagi mereka yang tiada adik)? Atau mungkin sekali mereka melakukan perkara begini kerana ingin mengorat si adik angkat tersebut (lelaki begini memang menyedihkan)? Apa-apa pun sebabnya, kini aku ingin bergerak kembali ke topik asal aku.

Ceritanya begini, sahabat aku yg bernama Asyraf Zahardin (yang dengan semangatnye telah mengubah semua ID Acap kepada Asyraf Zahardin [seperti Yahoo Messenger]) mempunyai adik angkat. Bagaimanakah lelaki sebegini secara tiba-tibanya mempunyai adik angkat? Bagi mereka yang tidak mengetahui, tergaru-garulah kepala mereka sambil memikirkan jawapannye. Jawapannya adalah melalui Yahoo Messenger (jika memori aku ini masih betul). Di situ beliau berbual-bual dengan perempuan tersebut dan akhirnye perempuan tersebut meminta sahabatku Asyraf Zahardin untuk menjadi abang angkatnya (bila diceritakan begini agak pelik bunyinya).

Disebabkan perkara ini, aku pun mula mempersoalkan, adakah begitu senang untuk mempunyai adik angkat ini? Apakah tujuannye, aku tidak minat ingin mengetahui. Aku lebih berminat dengan persoalanku iaitu adakah begitu senang untuk mempunyai adik angkat ini? Kebetulannye terdapat seorang perempuan di Myspace aku yg telah mendapat address Yahoo Messenger aku di situ. Beliau pun mengajak aku menjadi kawannya di Yahoo Messenger supaya boleh berbual dari mase ke semasa melalui "chatting". Di situ aku pun malas nak layan perempuan ini kerana aku tidak mengetahui apakah tujuannye untuk Yahoo Messenger bersamaku. Di situ aku pun akibat kebosanan dan ingin tahu, cuba memanggilnye adik angkat (untuk melihat reaksinye sahaja, bukan ingin menjadikan beliau adik angkatku). Di situ beliau pun membalas dengan memanggil aku abang angkat.

Pada mulanye aku tafsir perkara sebegitu hanya sebagai gurauan senda kepada dua-dua pihak. Tetapi rupenye, hanya aku yang berpikiran sebegitu. Perempuan ini secara tiba-tibanye menganggap aku sebagai abang angkatnya yang sebenar (Kenapa? Bukannya aku menjaga beliau pun). Di situ aku pun mulai mengelak perempuan tersebut sebelum beliau menganggap perkara itu serius (sebenarnye sebab aku malas nak layan sahaje).

Kemudian, setelah dua minggu atau seminggu sebegitu. Aku pun membuka Yahoo Messenger aku, di situ aku ternampak nama perempuan di dalam senarai nama aku. Aku pun terpinga-pinga, siapakah perempuan ini? Macam kenal dan macam tak. Jadi kebetulan dia pun tengah online semasa itu. Jadi aku pun tegur beliau. Perbualannye adalah sedikit seperti ini..

Ammar : Hello, who's this?
Amalina Asma Azmi: Who's this?
Ammar: Do u know me? Because I don't remember who u are.
Amalina Asma Azmi: Who are you?
Ammar: Owh, it seems that I do not know you and you yourself do not know me as well. I was just curious due to the fact that you are in my friend list. Owh well.
Amalina Asma Azmi: Owh, okay..

Selepas beberapa hari, perempuan tersebut pun tegur ku di Yahoo Messenger. Beliau pun tanye..

Amalina Asma Azmi : Hello..
Ammar: Yo
Amalina Asma Azmi: Do you remember me?
Ammar: I don't think so.
Amalina Asma Azmi: Okay, I thought I was your "adik angkat".
Ammar: OWH!! Aah la!! Hahahaha! Lupe2! Lupe sgt2! hahahaha!
Amalina Asma Azmi: Whatever, bye.

Begitulah rupenye, perempuan tersebut adalah perempuan yang anggapku sebagai abang angkatnye. Aku tidak menganggap perkara itu membawa apa-apa makna dalam kehidupan aku sehinggakan aku terlupa sepenuhnye tentang perempuan tersebut dalam masa hanya seminggu dua. Aku pun sambung gelak lepas habis perbualan di atas kerana agak lawak di situ pada aku..

Kemudian, baru sahaje sebentar tadi.. Sudah berbulan-bulan aku tidak tegur beliau (buat ape?) dan beliau tidak tegur aku (bagus~). Status Yahoo messenger aku mengatakan "I'm so cool!".. Tiba-tiba beliau tegur aku di Yahoo messenger seperti ini..

Amalina Asma Azmi: yo..can i interrupt 4 a sec?
ammar_haidhar: yo (aku seperti, owh! budak ini)
Amalina Asma Azmi: gud..
Amalina Asma Azmi: did u recgnize me?
ammar_haidhar: I remember~ (aku pun fikir, kenal2)
Amalina Asma Azmi: heck?
Amalina Asma Azmi: who am i?
Amalina Asma Azmi: soalan cepumas*
ammar_haidhar: the person who I called adik angkat about some time ago
ammar_haidhar: what is it that u desire
ammar_haidhar: ? (aku fikir, apakah yang budak ini ingin daripada aku?)
Amalina Asma Azmi: curious dowh
ammar_haidhar: curious tentang ape dowh (dia bercakap dowh kepada aku, aku pun membalas)
Amalina Asma Azmi: everything dowh
ammar_haidhar: maksudnye dowh? (Aku pun menyoal sambil membalas dowh beliau)
Amalina Asma Azmi: xkan xphm dowh?
Amalina Asma Azmi: nvm
ammar_haidhar: terangkan
ammar_haidhar: aku lambat pickup hari nie
Amalina Asma Azmi: nahh..
Amalina Asma Azmi: org cool cpt fhm..
ammar_haidhar: kalau cmtu terangkan la so that aku x pyh remain uncool
Amalina Asma Azmi: myb l8tr..*saje nk buat curiousity melanda
ammar_haidhar: maybe later x kan wujud
ammar_haidhar: so might as well kau explain sementara masih ade
ammar_haidhar: kan2?
Amalina Asma Azmi: k..bye then
Amalina Asma Azmi has signed out. (6/27/2009 1:51 PM)A

Di sini ingin aku terangkan bahawa aku tidak memahami mengapa mereka ingin mempunyai adik angkat. Sungguh tidak bermakna. Sehingga sekarang aku tidak mengetahui apakah yg perempuan ini inginkan dan sehingga sekarang aku tidak ingin mengetahui.

Di situ sahaja aku ingin berkongsi. Terima Kasih.

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The End Of PKJB Jam

The jam has ended! I have finally arrived back at home... I'm too tired to write about the whole jam session in detail so I will basically write about some of it now and the rest in detail later on (when I am fully rested). I met Ashton, PkLim and the Shimura Runners for the first time. What do I have to say about them? Well, they are very very humble people... Ashton is a very nice person, surprisingly he is. He came to Malaysia ALONE and stays ALONE (in a motel or a hotel I forgot already) just so that he could hang out with Malaysian tracheurs.. Of course we would basically do the same thing if we are in his position, but it is very respectful to see a person so dedicated into parkour as much as we are. He is very2 thin and also very2 tall.. He's standing precision is quite far, I can see that he likes that movement and have been training to do such movements for a long time already (I think it is safe to say that it his specialty in that kind of area). Two thumbs up for Ashton!

PkLim, I also met this guy as I mentioned above.. What do I have to say about this guy? He is the type of person who always make jokes and go happy go lucky type of person (usually make dirty jokes, otak masuk air, haha). Oh yeah, it was also unfortunate to say that he injured himself when he did a precision. He slipped and then hit the surface with his toes and the he shouted "AAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!" continuously.... It turned out that he broke his right toe nail (just half fractured, not completely broken). Blood appeared and came out of his right toe nail as he rested by the side... Bad experience for him, too bad.. Owh yeah, I forgot to mention that he is the one who accompanies Ashton and showed him around. Two thumbs up for PkLim and his injury.

Shimura Runners, their progress are quite fast, it seems that the help of the crash mates really3 prove to be very3 helpful in their favor~! Its a shame that we could not have the opportunity as such as they are having which is basically trying out flips as much as they want on crash mates and then later on improves them on grass and then later on moves on to concrete. If we were to train, we could not so likely just do and try because we have to actually suffer the consequences of falling directly as we do not have any crash mates. The frontflips, backflips, sideflips are acceptable to be learned on grass safely and repeatedly yes... But we are having the problem of trying out new moves safely such as the gainer, wallflip twist, corkscrew, raize, and etc.. Haha.. But then again, we will still have to improve, no matter what the challenges may approach.. Oh yeah, back to Shimura Runners! I can see that they are already trying advanced moves considering that they have only just recently started doing flips.. Great improvement I have to say~! They are very humble as well, surprisingly humble.. I do hope they will improve greatly in the near future, until next time XD. But I also hope that they do not try new crazy moves recklessly on ground itself and get injured... I've seen this one kid from Shimura Runners, he did a gainer from platform and landed directly ass-first... TWICE!! Yes, improvement is very3 good! BUT!! Do pay attention to your safety as well. If you do flips so recklessly you will only get injury, and injury will only stop your improvement. So I do hope you guys will improve safely and fastly as well, hoho! I will be cheering for your improvements from afar.

Last but not least... Faiz Kazuma the silent low-profile tracheur... You cannot believe how good he is right now... His parkour is great, his flips are awesome. Very2 surprising. But that I will let Amir elaborate, because I am already too tired!! Maybe I will write about it tomorrow. Until next time~! XD

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Jam Session In JB

I don't have much idea about the plan we have for the upcoming jam session in JB. Who will be participating? The JB dudes, Shimura Runners and a guy from PKSG right? Its a shame that only Amir and I can come though. Well, what do you expect? Very bad timing for a jam session that's for sure.. Owh yeah, the leader of Shimura Runners will not be attending right? I do not know much about Shimura Runners since I do not keep up to date lately, but it is true that Hafiz dinh is the leader right? He had to return back to his hometown because his mom forced him right? Its quite sad seeing that the leader of the Shimura Runners could not attend due to the fact that his mother did not allow him to stay and participate the Jam session. I was actually looking forward to his freerunning skills knowing that he talks much about his shows and all so I was excitedly expecting to have a training time together with him to see all the skills he does during his shows. Well, too bad he could not come. Owh, and not to mention that there is only one person from PKSG will be coming. So there will not be 3 huge communities training together like how I expected it to be... (PKSG, JB, Bangi)..

Not to mention that Amir and I will arrive on Tuesday and not on Monday due to planning without actions. How long does the PKSG guy will be staying in JB eh? Will he be joining the jam on Wednesday as well? Owh well... It's not that I am dissapointed or anything, it's just that I don't like it if stuff doesn't go as planned.

But then again, what ever it is.... It WILL be exciting and fun... Why? Because it WILL BE.. Hohohohoho~!!

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Azam's Quiz In The Car

Okay, Azam made a quiz or whatever in the car yesterday when we were on our way to Putrajaya... Spare the details, I will only get straight to the point.. Our answer was supposed to be anything as long as the first alphabet is the first alphabet of our name... So, there was me, Amir, Azam, Acap and Siddiq.. So, as you can see, Siddiq was the odd one out.. At first we didn't know what's the right answer.. So we had to examine the person who managed to get the right answer and think why did he get the right answer? Then Acap was the first to notice the answer, which was starting with the alphabet "A".. And then he confidently laughed as he thought he knew the way to correctly answer.. But he quickly doubt it after Siddiq answered starting with an "A" and Siddiq got wrong.. So what I did was I took the first two alphabets from Azam's answer and then I got right.. So from there Acap followed... And then Amir followed... Siddiq still answered with his alphabet "A" only... Me, Amir and Acap took the first two alphabet all the way... And Azam didn't noticed it either... He thought we knew it was supposed to start with the first alphabet of our name, hahaha.. Well, in the end when Azam told the right answer, the three of us didn't say anything.. We just pretended as if we already knew it.. Hahaha...

Correct me if I'm wrong though.. (For Acap and Amir) But I don't think that I am wrong since you guys actually spent time to think of the answer with the first two alphabets... Which I confidently think that it is no mere coincidence...

Final note, it was a foolish game for foolish people~! :P

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What Do You Do When Life Turns Upside Down?

Life can certainly become chaotic from time to time, the question is HOW will you face it? It seems that everyone has become busy lately, each having a problem of their own. A problem which they still do not yet overcome. What will you do when suddenly your life is not under your control? It becomes so out of hand that even you yourself find it so difficult to understand what needs to be done. Or even worse, what will you do when you know what needs to be done but you yourself know that you are uncapable of doing so due to whatever (such as working hard to get 4-flat for your CGPA, OMG!). I don't really care what you actually do to face the problem, I think what actually matters is HOW you want to face the problem.

Reader A : Wtf? Why should we care about HOW we face the problem? What we do itself is the ONLY important thing there is to think about!! WHAT we do determines the outcome, so duh~!

Well reader A, I'm just voicing out my thoughts about such matter. I think how we face the problem should be taken more seriously. Why? I don't think "WHAT we do" is the only important thing there is. You see, most people have been doing the same thing which others are doing, but yet their outcome are different from one another. For example, in studies people are doing the same thing but yet their accomplishment varies from one another (well, of course our mind's capabilities vary from one another and that is also why the outcome is different but that is not the point). My point is, even though people study the same thing for 2 hours, the outcome of such study will vary with others due to their approach on HOW they study. People can study lazily and people can dedicate themselves to study seriously as well. This will also affect the outcome. That is why people say work hard and study smart.......... I can somehow sense myself talking about "crap" here and people might yell out and say "THANK YOU CAPTAIN OBVIOUS!!!". Well, before that happens I shall stop myself from speaking further about such matter~! Hohohoho!!

Hmmm, my statement above is quite hard to relate to my actual point in which I was trying to prove.. But owh well~! In other words, it is important that you approach your problem by firstly analyzing such matter in every point of view available.. So that you do not solve such problem in a false way due to Egocentrism.. Egocentrism happens when people think that their thoughts and belief are superior than others due to their awesome amount of ego. This usually occurs among people in an argument. The argument can easily be solved by saying sorry and such and such... But due to their "EGO", they decide to prolong the argument until the other side says they are sorry. But "Egocentrism" can also reach a point of "IRRITATING" in which where they pursue to argue even further even though they know that they are wrong to begin with... And also they pursue to extend the argument even though the other side already admit that they are wrong and asked for forgiveness. This is Egocentrism in which we should eliminate or avoid. Why? It is so that we can face our problems in the most correct manner possible..

About the argument thingy which I mentioned above, it is not applicable to relate to each and every other problems that people may encounter. But the Egocentrism on the other hand, is a different story. A problem should be faced in the most correct manner possible, not in a way in which we ourselves want to because we want to or we simply do not know how to face it or etc.

Instead of asking why the problem occurs or why does it have to happen to you, it is much better for you to just stand up and face the problem properly... Because such matter will only get worse if you leave it be (due to cowardice, ego, laziness, or etc..).

Take control of your life, as much as you possibly can.

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Goodbye UIA Nilai... :(

My Arabic exam result confirmed it.. I'm free from Nilai, I am now off to Gombak (7.7.09)... I was only supposed to take 2 semesters in Nilai, but I failed my Arabic during my 1st semester (hohoho), so I had to take the short semester. But it was okay since my previous failure does not extend my entrance to Gombak seeing that short semester is done between the long semesters.

It is actually quite sad knowing the fact that I have to say goodbye to UIA Nilai... :(

......NOT! There is no reason great enough for me to actually think twice before leaving Nilai! Muahahaha! My friends are going back to Nilai, and a friend of mine just entered UIA in PJ. Well, no offence.. But it sucks to be you guys, I will be waiting at Gombak! I might consider becoming the people in charge of taking care of new intakes during Takruf week in Gombak just to actually torture you guys even more. But I don't think I have enough energy and time to be wasted on such matter. Hmmm, nonetheless, it sucks to be you guys! But then again.. I have a feeling that Gombak is going to be a very boring place as well........

BUT!!! Then again! Nilai is worse I guess. Having to go through almost the same routine everyday in Nilai is a torture.. Hanging out with my friends in my dorm, watching Anime's and movies, going out to eat, and hanging out elsewhere.. Haha, but then again.. It was actually very3 enjoyable in Nilai..

It was fortunate to have the luck of encountering dorm mates who all appeared to be very3 interesting and kind. The mix in variety of my dorm mates proved to have unleashed a bond in which are very easily made as people can somehow easily connect with one another. Every now and then when we are bored, we watch movies and Anime's to spare our free time. Whoever brings a laptop shall be the victim (heheheheh). But sometimes there are days where I find very3 boring as there was basically nothing fun left for you to do. During such time, I only await for the time when we go to eat. The choices of restaurants are always the same, but the decision made varies from time to time. Kawah Thai, Penang Food, Nasi Ayam (whatever the name is), Kenari, and etc.

I REALLY3 APPRECIATE THE AMOUNT OF FREEDOM WE HAVE IN NILAI!!! The freedom is very3 nice indeed... I like the atmosphere there. We can sleep anytime we want, go out anywhere and anytime we want as well. The only thing that we have to make sure of is attending to class, its just that simple.

Usually during our free time, we went to the field between Guy's and Girl's dorm, or the field at MPN to waste our time and energy on by training our flips. Seeing that there were not much obstacles there for us to practice Parkour, we practiced our flips on concrete or grass as there were only flat surface for us to play with.

Hmmm... There are much to say about Nilai... A year has passed since I entered UIA? Time do pass by fast.. Well, at least I appreciate each and every experience and knowledge I gained from Nilai.. I shall learn from my previous experience to be used as a tool to overcome the obstacles I will face in Gombak!

To my friends who are still in UIA Nilai... Do not be offended but this I MUST SAY........

IT SUCKS TO BE YOU!!!! XD

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