Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Adventure Of Sufi

Lately, my roomates and I do not sleep at night because of doing assignments or presentation or playing games or simply talking about nothing. So, two days ago I decided to write a lame short story each night in order to do something rather than simply wasting my time by only doing the meaningless time-wasting activities I usually do. What happened was I wrote down an introduction of a very stupid story and then came out with the idea of exchanging the turn to actually write about the story each chapter with a roomate of mine. What do I mean? I mean, I write the story for the first chapter, then my roomate write the story for the second chapter, and then I continue and so on. This way we do not know how the story will end up to be. Basically I want to do a complicated ending for each of my chapter so that it will be hard for my roomate to write about his chapter. We do not discuss about the storyline, we just write whatever we want but at the same time try to keep the quality of it being as a so called "serious" novel, I think.
In this post I will simply paste the introduction for the story, why? Because I don't pretty much have any interesting story to tell which explains why my blog has been abandoned all this while. Rather than leaving it empty, I rather post this stupid story of mine instead. The idea of doing the introduction of this story came out when I was talking with my roomate, I was talking about the lame technique of trying to get yourself to sleep by counting sheeps jumping over the fence. I said that it won't work for creative people. Because normal people would simply count the sheeps, but what I do is when the first sheep jumped over the fence, I will most probably focus and imagine ONLY about that first sheep alone. What will the sheep do now that it is over the fence? It will live its own life in a distant place bla bla bla... Which is why I believe such technique won't work at all. Then the conversation I had with my roomate goes on until I made fun of it to an extent of writing it down for fun. The introduction and the first chapter was actually writing without thinking which basically explains why the story and the grammar is quite childish. So here is how the lame story goes. XD
On second thought, I will post the story in a different post instead.
OMG, blogger is having an error I think. I can't make a gap between my paragraphs and even my initials can't be done properly. Owh well, I will just repair it next time when its fully functional properly again.
Owh, and yeah, the name of the main character is named after my other roomate.
ParasiteisAnExistence

Monday, February 15, 2010

AKUJI (Very Long Post)

After reading the arguments he had regarding the topic about "tattoos with Allah's name" and etc... I find it very irritating to be unable to join in the argument as well! Approve my friend request already fool!! Hahaha~!

Well, anyways~! The topic is already too far off astray from the main topic itself to begin with. Too many meaningless arguments, too many arguments without supporting facts, too many arguments only using theory and logical thinking... These kind of arguments will only prolong the argument due to the fact none of the both side have anything to say that can completely render any of the side into silence. At this rate, even if a person suddenly gave a perfect argument in which this Akuji himself CANNOT argue back due to its complete truthfulness, this Akuji will certainly change the topic by only replying to the previous comments to make himself sound smart. Then he will most probably say, "Aku boleh je menang korang sume, tp malas nk layan si bodoh, korang layan la same sendiri, chow lu". This way, he can save his own ass from being completely flamed by others. It is only natural for a person as such as him to do. Plus, this can be easier for him because I am pretty sure others will continue to give meaningless arguments in which this Akuji can counter back.

That is why I hate seeing others who only show the spirit of a Muslim but does not have the necessary knowledge to protect it. For example "Akuji, dah kita nie Muslim. Xkan la kita nk buat bodo je.." or "Dah dia terang2 kutuk agama kita, xkanla kita x nk marah?"... Well people, for a person as such as Akuji, what do u think he will reply to this comment? Of course he will say that we are being ignorant and stuff. These kind of comments will only prolong the argument. I want the kind of argument that can TOTALLY SHUT HIS MOUTH by posting ONLY a SINGLE LONG POST. I noticed that there are many people who hate reading my long post, but that is only to completely support my argument and to prevent unnecessary prolonged argument just like this one these people are having here, a perfect example if I might add.

There is another similar argument like this in UIA as well. It is about a student from another university saying bad things about UIA by saying stuff such as "UIA untuk budak2 Melayu yg bodoh je, Melayu low class, bla bla bla..". This topic was posted by a UIA student in Facebook asking for other UIA students' opinion, so then all these other UIA students started to join in and give their suggestion about the topic. And their comments really pissed me off a bit. Because ALL of them are acting like idiots and started saying harsh words about that guy and also asking all the UIA students to UNITE to protect the name of UIA and stuff.

Well, at first I am actually against those who try to protect Islam using harsh and negative words towards others. For example "Sape budak gemuk nie? Budak Melayu ke? Name je Melayu, tp kafir laknat. Nie budak KL ke? Nie mesti x puas hati sbb x dpt masuk UIA. Bodoh, dah name UIA tu International la bodoh, sah2 la untuk sume n bukan Melayu je. Brg sesiape yg melawan Allah, mereka akan diletakkan di dalam api neraka! X puas hati ngn komen aku? Nie komen dari budak Islamic Revealed Knowledge!"..... This is like the combination of all the arguments into one.

So, what I did was I argued as well :D! There is no need to argue much because the one who said UIA is stupid and stuff does not even know the existence of such post in the first place. What I did was, I lectured these so called UIA students instead. I said that as a Muslim, we should only argue using an Islamic way. It pisses me off to see these people kept calling themselves Muslim and kept saying that Allah is on their side and stuff... Why are they acting like the Institution itself is a Religion? It is handled by people, although it is constructed to teach the foundation of Islam, it does not necessarily be protected by Allah Himself! Even hadith itself is not completely protected by Allah, what makes them think that this institution is so sacred and divine to an extent that they kept saying those who oppose UIA will go into the pits of hell? This is bull.

The other thing that I hate is that they kept saying this guy is a KAFIR LAKNAT! OMG!!!! Who in the hell are they to say such a thing!? If these so called MUSLIMS who are learning in UIA ACTUALLY learn about their religion in the first place, they will NOT SAY such a thing... As a Muslim, we are unable to tell whether a guy is a Kafir or a Muslim, such knowledge only belongs to ALLAH alone. Of course this applies to those who call themselves a Muslim but their action portrays otherwise, we CANNOT call him a "Kafir". We as a human, we do not have the ability to completely judge a person's faith. OKAY! These UIA students do not only call this guy a KAFIR, they call him a KAFIR LAKNAT! Omg! The guy only mock UIA, he did not even say anything bad about ISLAM! From where do these fools acquire the authority to declare that this dude is a KAFIR LAKNAT? This is what I call, stupidity.

Owh and yes, I also hate the fact that these people argue by mocking other's background.. For example, they kept saying "sape budak gemuk nie?" and "Nie bdk KL ke?"... Wow! What if a person who happens to be fat and came from KL were to read this comment? He will surely hate UIA because of these fools comments! These fools kept saying bullshits to an extent that they are very confident they represent UIA and the religion ISLAM as well. I am a Muslim and I am from UIA, and I AM VERY ASHAMED OF THESE IDIOTS. If you want to argue, only argue about his statement. Do not argue by mocking his race, background, institution, country, etc... He does not represent them! Are u too blind to see that? This is not Islamic at all! You kept saying that you are protecting UIA and Islam and you are representing them, well, here is what I have to say... The characteristic that you show is bias, fallacy, ignorant, barbaric, idiotic and childish.

Ok! Enough about this, lets go back to AKUJI!!!! Sorry for the long explanation above which shows no relevance to the main topic. Well, actually it is relevant. Because, I wanted to say that we should not mock this guy's background and only mock his statement... BUT!! This guy is calling us stupid and ignorant and kept spreading these deviant belief and false interpretation of Islam. So fuck him, it is only mutual for us to say bad things to him as well.

Okay. These guy kept saying that he is on the correct path of Islam... He kept saying that it is correct and then started to support his statement by explaining something about Islam that shows no relevance to support his statement. For example, he kept saying that the tattoo is not wrong and then suddenly started to explain about Iman... Wtf? He is so proud of it, but it shows no relevance whatsoever... But the thing is, Iman can be seperated into 3, which is rukun Iman, Tawheed and Ikhsan. This has no relevance whatsoever...

The topic has always been about the picture of tattoo thingy... It is obviously wrong... People should just provide FACTS that this Akuji guy cannot deny and argue... BUT!!! These people kept arguing by questioning his statements and providing their statement as a product of their logical thinking. Theory and logical thinking without facts... No wonder this Akuji dude kept on arguing more and more.

1. Tattoo is wrong, no matter how good the intentions are, END.
-The Akuji dude, using his own logical thinking, says that is right... Fuck, who the hell is he to say that? If Allah himself says that it is wrong. who in the world does this guy think that he can change that? What Allah say is absolute, whichever and however you try to change that is futile. End of argument.

2. This Akuji reject other's statement because of their background...
-I believe that every Muslims should know, no matter how bad the background of a person is, another Muslim should accept his statement/advice as long as it is true. For example, a drunk suddenly told u not to drink because Islam forbids it, we should follow that because its true no matter how it contradicts him.

3. Nihilism...
-This dude practices sufism, anrchism, nihilism... Sufism is basically the good people, yes... But nihilism!? The belief that life has no moral values and moral purposes?? How can u belief this if you are a MUSLIM?? With this alone we can conclude why he is so stupid. Believing in 2 different things that contradicts one another.

4. Quranic verses and Islamic belief
- I hate the way that he kept saying irrelevant stuff by quoting quranic verses or suddenly talking about Islamic principles that shows no relevance to his statement. Then other idiots suddenly follow his path of argument as well... This is stupid...

Okay... To end this, I would like to say... To those who want to protect Islam but does not know what words to use and what facts to use to protect it, then please just let others do so for you, you are only making the situation worse.... No matter how good ur intentions are, if your approach is wrong, it is and will always be WRONG... For example, people burning churches, terrorism... Their intentions might be good, but their approach is stupid... Catch my drift? Just leave it to others who are capable of arguing...

Argue smartly, argue correctly, argue in an Islamic manner, argue COMPLETELY (to an extent that they can't argue anymore in any single way because u already argue about it even before he want to argue about it). Long meaningful post is always better than short meaningless post due to the fact that it prolongs the unnecessary argument.

Paras|te|sAnEx|stence

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Mass Effect 2 Super cool!

I will do my complete review about this game next week after I win it. For now, here's some of the video in which people are thinking "I am the coolest!" and the reality says "NOT!"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-K-9jYzMdY&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Chg275uZ1WA&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KS3qZVFwsE&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PrdBsVNA-xc&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a--3q4fOL5g&feature=related

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Irritating Dream

Yesterday, I decided to lie down and rest my eyes a bit due to the fact that I was tired. As I lied down, I played around with my imagination. Every now and then I open my eyes so that I won't fall asleep cause I still want to stay awake. But then again, I fell asleep anyways. I had a dream, an irritating dream to be exact. Not planning to describe the dream though, cause the dream is crappy. In short, I became so angry in the dream itself. I was supposed to be weak in the dream, the type of dream where u become powerless and weak and have no strength in ur punch or whatsoever. But, I think due to my anger that I had, I became quite strong. There was this guy that I wanted to punch so badly, but the minute when I approached him, I suddenly woke up with my eyes opened widely... IN ANGER!!! Irritating!! GRRRR!!

Jgn Benci Kami, Shuffle Itu Seni!! = "hentak2 lantai... hentak2 lantai dekat sini pulak.. Du du du~"
Selagi Enjin Motor Aku Berjalan, Selagi Itu Aku Tak Akan Mati... = "Motor aku rosak dowh, nk kene hantar repair ar nie, dah la aku pokai skrg...Mati aku.."
Silat Ilmu Pertahanan Diri Yg Handal = "Kalau dia kuat sgt, kau pakai je ilmu kebal, bg padan muke dia"
Abudi = "Shake shake, shake shake shake it!"
Acap = "Bro's code x penting, awek aku plg penting.... I'm as cool as pro.."
Siddiq = "وأنا أهم الرهيبة, وكل من الخاسرين "
Amir = "Xbox360, owned! PSP, owned! Computer, owned! Iphone, owned! Private Gym, hmm.."
Mierol = "Putri, jom gi makan. Cam biase ar, kau blanje aku k?"
Irsyad = "Shit! Aku ade assignment! Dota ar dulu..."
Azam = "Xde plan, youtube jap.. Onepiece jap.. Facebook jap..Blog jap.. Ama, get a life la, ish3.."

Paras|te|sAnEx|stence

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Gays, again!

Being a gay, is simply a challenge that Allah has gave from above. It is the struggle between you and ur "Nafsu". Will you choose to persevere it in the name of Allah? If you do, the struggle that you have endured will be rewarded with heaven, the greatest gift which is totally worth ur earthly struggle. If u become a gay anyway, then u fail the challenge that Allah has gave.

Same goes to everyone. Many guys are horny, do u see them raping others or even openly flirt with others? No, because nafsu is simply a challenge in which we need to endure as the slave of Allah. So if u become a gay, dun give a stupid lame excuse such as "Its not my choice to be a gay!" or "I'm a human too! This is my freedom!", because truth be told, you are just a slave of Allah and all ur so called "freedom" belongs to Him and Him only and it is simply the fact that u fail the challenge of Allah and has give in entirely to ur "nafsu" which many others have persevered, u become a fag.

As a muslim, we must hate and despise those who do the things that Allah has forbid... So to those who support or even pity these fags, you are one of the people that is ignorant in ur own religion, too caught up in this temporary life we have on earth thinking of earthly matters only while ignoring the hereafter. I just wanted to write this down because lately I see many movies supporting gays and this pisses me off. Laters~

Of course I'm arguing this using the Islamic perspective, those who want to argue using the Western perspective can go and try to pray at the mosque during friday prayers, SEE how much you have strayed from the path of Islam.

Paras|te|sAnEx|stence

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Nothing Much

Nothing much, just wanted to share these two random videos that I watched last night.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjXlSs95hWc&feature=rec-LGOUT-real_rn-1r-1-HM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCRev-h8yq0&feature=channel

Paras|te|sAnEx|stence

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Life Is Life =D

Life is short... That is very contradicting as Life is basically the longest thing we ever have =D! I stole that statement from one of Azam's Yahoo Messenger's default pic. The others would be "Come To The Darkside... We Have Cookies..." and "If Life Gives U Lemon... Then Shut Up And Just Eat Your Damn Lemons!" and another one which is quite similar to the last statement.

It is always very interesting to read someone's blog entry because each of them will always have something to tell and share even though nothing much has occurred in their life worth taking noticed but still they have something to share due to they're on going mental activities of viewing life in their own perspectives in their own very way. Despite the fact that no spectacular events happened, imagination and reasoning and all the thing that we go through in understanding life will always make us feel that we have gained something and that the time wasted was not actually wasted at all. No matter how different people are in terms of lifestyle, language, ethnicity and culture... People will always have something in common that people can share with each other. It is these common characteristic that is able to attract many people's attention to a certain entry as people would love to know how such person reacts to the common event. It is entertaining to read a blog entry that we ourselves can relate to.

Aside from writing about personal events, why do people write about topics in which everyone already knows about? For example this entry I am writing. Why am I explaining about facts that other people already know of? What am I trying to prove? Well, people will always have something to share and people will always have the interest of sharing people's experience and perspectives in life no matter how common that entry might be. Similarity unites people. =D

Sometimes people think they understand life better than others because they spend most of their time thinking about it, but truth be told, everyone does that as well. Analyzing life through observations and reasoning. A method which basically makes one much wiser. However, there are still people who does not spend much of their time reflecting upon their life and how to interpret it correctly. This is how people as such as Emo are born. Let me try to share my point of view towards people as such as this. They spend most of their time thinking about themselves and the life that their going through. Never expecting people to truly understand their life as they find their life difficult and complicated but at the same time hoping that there people are interested enough to pay attention to them and understanding them. Thinking to themselves why people are very hard in understanding their feelings and way of thinking...

But, this is a contradiction to themselves as well... This is because they themselves are unable to comprehend how others think. Too cope up with their own lives that they are unable to simply understand about others. Thinking too much about their personal problems but never actually attend to such problems in a holistic manner. Why do such problems happen in the first place? Why do people react that way? Thinking about these kind of things but never actually come to an answer which is basically needed in order to come up with a solution to solve it. People who actually reflect upon their life properly, they will usually observe others. Through such action, it is then that people will start to realize how others are leading their life and how others are reacting to it. Being able to do such observation, people will start to realize how some others are actually not so smart in facing their own problems. Due to such action, people can see how common problems in life occur and how it basically ends up being worse. People will start to understand how to basically solve the problem. It is only through this action that people will start to understand how life is and what life is all about. It is only through this that people will be able to gain the important ability in which we call "empathy". To truly understand others and how they feel... This is the key of helping us in life as well.

Life is life, it is how it is how we perceived it to be. We say that our life is complicated and we are too busy with our own life only because we choose to feel that way. Where in actual fact we actually wasted much of our free time doing things such as reading manga and watching anime or even sleep. We perceive our life to be full of harsh obstacles only because we choose to believe that is how our life is instead of simply taking it as a common obstacle that other people go through as well.

There are people who loves to judge others and tell others they are wrong and try to point out facts to explain to them the actual picture of the situation. But I believe that it is never easy to do so because the "actual picture" is never only from "one picture". The situation varies according to our perception towards it and each perception will have truth in it. The actual picture, varies from other person to another, but they are rarely wrong I believe. It only depends on who is most capable of influencing others, the best person to do so will be able to say that their point of view is the "actual picture" of the situation. But even their point of view towards such matter can change if another person who is more capable of influencing others came into being, XD.

I can't believe I wasted much of my time writing this post which I believe to be common knowledge that people already know about. But that's how it is, people love to share their point of views about certain matters :P.

I'm happy about certain people that I know of who are currently happy about their life, I'm entertained by people who shares about events in their life, and I am amused by people who share about their perspectives in life... May all these will help us in perceiving life in the most best possible manner to comprehend life in most effective and positive way possible. XD

Perspectives, is something to be taken note of.

Paras|te|sAnEx|stence